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Baby baby baby

 I'm going  to be a DAD! Crystal, now my wife of two years and significant other for 10 years is pregnant! She's puking every other day and has had an overall really unpleasant time these first 8 weeks. I'm excited! and fucking terified of having a baby in this world. We can barely make it by with what we have taking acare of ourselves. Luckily most of our worst problems seem to have abated, with crystals bipolar disorder staying at bay without any substances influencing her mood, and my allergyu bullshit seems not to be killing me that fast or nearly as much. OBGYN says the baby is happy healthy and normal, i"m worried about autism, but I hope and I really god damn hope, Crystal's genes will steer us away from that outcome. Will they be smart? Bueatiful? Just a butt and a nose with pretty eyes? Short, tall? I have no damn clue. There's a lot that can go into this kid that will prep them. I'm worried about my parenting style, I've never takin care of an...