Baby baby baby

 I'm going  to be a DAD! Crystal, now my wife of two years and significant other for 10 years is pregnant! She's puking every other day and has had an overall really unpleasant time these first 8 weeks. I'm excited! and fucking terified of having a baby in this world. We can barely make it by with what we have taking acare of ourselves. Luckily most of our worst problems seem to have abated, with crystals bipolar disorder staying at bay without any substances influencing her mood, and my allergyu bullshit seems not to be killing me that fast or nearly as much. OBGYN says the baby is happy healthy and normal, i"m worried about autism, but I hope and I really god damn hope, Crystal's genes will steer us away from that outcome. Will they be smart? Bueatiful? Just a butt and a nose with pretty eyes? Short, tall? I have no damn clue. There's a lot that can go into this kid that will prep them. I'm worried about my parenting style, I've never takin care of anyone for more than a night babysitting. I try not to think of how much a commitment this will be. I am slowly getting my shit together professionally at work. in the caustic supervisor environment at Costco where our managers make it a sport to dump on us. So far so good. I'm keeping my nose out of things as best I can to preserve my soul. Let's see if staying clean will let me live amongst the angry bastards. 


I do this for the kid. I do this for crystal!

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